I’m back in that place where I start to close off. Close off from what really matters. Close off from myself. Its with a fully sincere heart that I keep faith in the dreams I’ve dreamt for myself. How did I wander off from focus so far? I strive to accomplish everything I seek out to whether it be to read more, to learn more, or to let myself feel loved. Its back. They’re back. Those voices that bring doubt and negativity. That get my gears going. That make me sad. These, I create for myself and these I need to stop. What is best for me? Im slowly gettin there but I must turn now before repetition and selflessness get the best of me.
This is all gibberish. This is my mind at night. This is a note to myself. This is proof that I am not lost but shaken. This all should not make sense.