i love you soooo much! we’ve been through soooooo much together and what, its already been like 3 years since we started our little lez romance. HAHHA jkjk. but really tho, we’ve been through so much together as best friends and um, ima be ur sugar mama for life! lol. you got my back and i got urs and even tho we have like TOTALLY diff lives and their leading us in different directions, we always come back to eachother. i love that. ur one of the strongest people i know and im PROUD to call u my best friend, plus ur efffin hot GIRL! lollllll. but yes im very proud to call u my best friend and SO WHAT IF WE TOTALLY DIFFERENT PEOPLE?! opposites attract! it was meant to be girl, ever since psych class, u eyein me like “she is gonna be mine” HAHAHAH <3 wuv u to pieces booboo and i hope u have a SUPER awesome day cuz u well deserve it <3 can’t wait to see u soon!
im blinded to the rest of the world cause right now, all i see is my world. ill do what my heart yearns to, and ill allow myself to feel whatever emotion rushes through me from head to toe. this holiday season, im gonna do things my way. im gonna let life fold open freely and naturally.
i need to stay focused but live life at the same time.
after this school semester, my world is probably gonna turn 180 degrees.
im actually pretty nervous and scared but, i gotta do what i gotta do and put up with whatever life throws at me.
I wear my heart on my sleeve Always let love take the lead I may be a little naive You know I’m drunk on love, drunk on love Nothing can sober me up It’s all that I need
Another new Ri-Ri track tonight. Alright, I see what’s going on here. Miss Rihanna is giving me VOCALS on this track. I can’t take it anymore, I just need Talk That Talk in my grubby little hands RIGHT now. I can’t take the suspense. The album just leaked. And just as I was about to go to sleep. Oh well, Rihanna > sleep.
TODAY IS YOUR 16TH BIRTHDAY! awwwwww im so proud of you <3 i seriously cannot believe your already so grown up! next year ur already gonna be in your last year of highschool! its scary how time flies tho…. makes me feel old. LOL anyways, just wanted to take the time to share to the world how great of a brother you are. i would not trade you for anything in the worlddddd. you’ve always got my back and u know i’ve got yours ! =) seriously tho, sometimes i see you more like a friend rather than a little brother. i wuv you! and i hope this next year brings so much for you. so proud of ya <3
my hearts being pulled in a millllllion directions right now. idk whats right. well, i do but circumstances dont allow for what i KNOW to be right to be the only RIGHT decision right now?! confusing right?! yea….. my heads a mess and my hearts a mess. i need time to figure this out. but i wish i had time. o the irony of this all. lol.
theres no end to this. i don’t know what to do at this point. the world is falling apart and everything i do makes it worse. everything has given up on me. nothing understands me. i can’t believe i’m back to this deep pit in the ocean of my own tears.